But she lied to me, deceived me: the man whose love she pretended to return. xxvideo The implicit threat of sexual violence was men’s only effective defence against the insidious manoeuvrings of women. “You promised to resolve my confusion, Mandy. I asked what it was about. I was simultaneously touched and irritated. Why did I lie when I was desperate for confidential advice? In the interview room I was given a cup of tea. They said that about forty percent of castration fantasists have a ‘fetishistic’ interest, in other words the idea of castration excites them sexually, and are ‘at low risk of irreversible genital mutilation’. If they were real, then notwithstanding my obsessive enjoyment of the films, my longing to see more, the whole business was illegal and ought to be
