A hallucination? xxvideo I hated the weakness, the greed, the stupidity, the shortsightedness, and every other thing that made us the overgrown cockroaches that we were. Maybe it was something I should try. I had been depressed for most of my eighteen years, even suicidal, completely in contrast to the comfortable middle-class life I lived in my hometown in Maine. Could I possibly be any more pathetic? I often wondered if she was that star. There was a time when I would have sold my soul to just find a girl who would go out with me. The girl smiled and repeated her statement as well.
