This story jumps ahead a bit in my life as my previous ones left off when I was learning who and what I was in college in the Philly area. This story takes place when I was in my mid 30’s and heavily into running marathons…probably the best shape of my life at the time. x video I took a deep mouthful and forced it down…he kept saying take another swig…so I did. These are all true life stories of how I have struggled with my bipolar illness and that fact that I am a worthless gay faggot. My mind, once so intense was now freaking and heading for a depressive crash. …I took a shower and collapsed into bed.
