But mostly, I had a reputation to uphold. x video We found each other attractive, but we were so young neither of us had ever experienced clear erotic desire. Then, the summer before I turned seventeen, I went to work on the kitchen staff at a hippie sleepaway camp. As I was going through puberty (early), I saw the necessity of shifting my focus from doing things that would impress my parents and teachers, to engaging in behavior that would strike my peers as cool. With sex, as with drugs, my interest in the entity itself was far less potent a motivator than my fervent desire to transform myself from tiny dork into Janis Joplin. We listened to Neil Young and Bob Dylan. We sat with him on Commercial Street while he played
