I turned and looked at His side of the bed to ask if maybe he’d had a momentary lapse in his reasoning and took me while I was asleep. I stood and crossed the kitchen to her. xx video A stab of pain sliced through my heart… I missed her so much, but if she could pretend like it didn’t happen, so could I. Jeez woman, can’t I get some peace?” he would say. Dejected I instead altered my course and headed to the bathroom. I dumped the last pail of water and put the mop and bucket back in the corner and turned expecting to see him still reading his paper, but he was gone. But it’s gone, and for some reason I let it go… even though my entire brain is
